Nothing much to blog for today.

Woke up quite early and yeah, watched tv and stuff.

Having band practice tmr.
Fall-in 7.45 am. I mean, it's F early don't you think?.
And ruby wont be coming, which means i can't crap
tmr. I need her laaah! hoho.

RESSHA!
HAPPY 10 MONTHS HORH! X)
i mean, tmr. x))

I got nothing to say! mannn!.
dammit.

SILAS! HAHA.
HELLO, LONG LOST FRIEND. X)

3N2 INDEED. well, i guess i'm alright with that. weing.

It was expected though.
But I nearly broke down yesterday night when i checked
my allocation in the school website. And I straight called
Ruby and talk about it. So let see whom I'm gonna "loose".

-Rabiatul Adawiyah: A great great friend who is always there
to listen to all problems and always try her very very best to
help even if she is facing her own problems. A cheerful friend.
&& If i'm short of cash, yepyep she's there. lols.

-Nathasha: Small petite friend who is now veryvery loud. lols.
When ever you need a listening ear, she's there. A very cool friend
indeed. Yeah, somehow if i were to loose a friend like her or loose her
as a friend, yeah, it will be hard fer me. She's very nice.

There's more but like I said ; this two lovely oh friends motivates me.
I need them to be with me. This doesnt mean that the rest sucks but,
this two is just like the other amalina&hajar ( my primary school besties).
I really enjoyed those times we get together and crap and stuff.
And I'm sure i'm gonna miss it. And, keep me updated on everything
later on in 2008 yah? Different class already la oi!.

It's just very very hard fer me, only that I don't really show it.
Thanks jummy fer telling me that, it does help x)

so yeah, this morning went to school to appeal.
And there in school i met with my new classmates, the boys.
And Saiful was like: "EH AMIRAH, KAU N2? HAHA, K ARH KAU SAMER KITER
KITER UH"
and i was like: uh yah yah. k uh. hoho

There's more.
They stopped me from appealing. haha.
I guess i can get along with them but the girls
of 2n2 whom gonna be in 3n2, i dont think so.

Stayed in school fer awhile and it started drizzling.
Around 12 plus left school to Banquet with Ruby.
Had lunch there and headed home alone.

Hmmmmms,
Afiq's offline. SHITAZ, i badly need to crap with him.
LOLS.

so yeah, till here.

Is fight a must everytime we friends go out for hari raya?
Especially when it's towards the end of the whole outing.
Andd also especially when we are all having lots of fun?.. god.

The hari raya outing was oh-thank-god-I-tag-along thing.
I rushed home from my sunday class. Mom was late.
When I reached home, I heard the boys laughing and stuff
downstairs and yes, I panic la. lols.


First house: MY PLACE. so i got time to dress and stuff. good idea huh.
Second house: Nazim
Third house: SHARIE;My favourite laa. we ate there.
Fourth house: Lieyana. we ate there too.
Fifth house: Shahrul
Sixth house: Adilla! omg, that crib is wayyy to nice.
Seventh house: Raudha
Eigth house: Alif!! omg, nur ain irwayu is adorable.
Nineth house: nathasha
Tenth house: Nasri ; where ruby "disturbed" me while im in the toilet!!
And lastly: Rabiatul


so all together 11 houses? wooh
ALL BEST BEST I TELL YOU LA.


Camwhore like all the time cause I brought the camera
&& shall update the pictures later. now malas. x)
Lots of laughter i tell you. ALOT ALOT ALOT.


well, reached home around 11.30pm.
Wanted to leave around 10.50 when ruby said the
dad will send us home after he's prayers. So we waited.
Mom called and start scolding and stuff.
Well, most of my friends know why i was feeling low
after i put down the fone. And Luqman was like,
"eh, relax arh. takmo ginie arhh"

=_______= okays. hohos.



Luqman went off with me and run home straight. ahah.

Got home and and rush to bed la, tired!.

Sometimes i ask myself, do friends just come and go?

I'm afraid it does.
Soon, i might loose ALL my love friends.
Be it bestfriends or classmates. I'm loosing them all.
Soon, we'll be separated. School life will never be the same
like last year and this year. I'll sure miss those times we
had together despite the fightS we had. Those fights
made us become more and more close. I may have hurt
all of your feelings friend but just so you know, after
knowing that i will never be in the same class as you,
I actually cried because i know, it's gonna be a big change
starting from January 2nd 2008. Seriously, I don't wish
to be separated from you people.

OH yes, recess still can meet, after school can meet,
but try to think twice, do you think those words can
be kept? I mean, i don't think we have time to spent
with each other. I might be busy with my class and
you guys might be busy with your class.

I'm jealous of those who will get to 3N1. really.

And this Hari raya is just the only time we can spent
the most most time together as a class. And as for band,
the outing is today and yet mom refuse to let me go.
Nadiah is gone for good. She's leaving WGS after he 'O''s and
i'm really really gonna miss her. Genting trip she's not coming.
I mean, it's been god-knows-how-long.

And tomorrow is the class hari raya outing and if mom
still refuse to let me go, i really really don't know what to do.
I mean, why do this to me? You don't know how much this
mean to 2N1. It's gonna be the last time we'll be together like this.
Everything will change and note that. im sad, really sad.

and ruby, i'm sorry.
Because of me not going fer today's outing,
you didn't. idk if you did. but im just sorry.

See, i feel bad on everything!

I can't get back to sleep after ruby called me this morning.
My nightmare was so scary but yet i looked forward to it.
I tried closing my eyes and tried going back to sleep and continue
the nightmare but nah, it didn't work. dammit. lols.
but nehmind, it's ok.

Managed to sleep fer 1 hour plus when sis makes noise.
I woke up and see both of my siblings getting ready to go
out with the friends, raya outing of course. And that point of time,
i felt like crying. I mean, I to want to go out. but, alah, takper laaa!

So i guess i'll just concentrate on myband practices for the
Genting Trip rather than this important hari raya outing in my
life. haiss.

and mom, JOHOR AIN'T SAFE.
GRRRRRRRRRR.

Last day of school laaa oi.

So everyone was taking advantage of every single thing.
And yeah, Mdm Saratha was angry with me cause I promised her
that i would clean the classroom yesterday before band practice but
i didn't. So, she put me in-charge of the cleaning of tables. And yes,
everything went well and it's effing fun i tell you.

So this morning had this disipline talk after readin period right after
the farewell of Mdm tan. Gonna miss you la teacher. seriously. x)
Had recess with the sec three's. I don't really like because it's F crowded.
BUT, having naddy & Faz around, it's fun fun fun! hohos

So, school ended at 10.45am.
Now at ruby's place and leave fer band later.
Wanted to go home but no one's in so yeah..
Currently watching Suster Ngeso while updating
things all in ruby's room. HER ROOM IS SOOO SHIOK LAA.

HAHAHS.

im booreddd.
Oh yeah, while walking to ruby's place,
there's some people said hi, OHH, afiq and hamka all.
lols.

Hmmms/.
ermm.

I HATE GEYLANG SERAI CC I TELL YOU.

SEP programme fer sec2 was yesterday and it is something
that most of us looked forward to but we ended up regretting.
Well, i guess it's only the archery people who regretted.
The journey there was A PAIN IN THE BUTT AND NECKS.
The bus driver went in here and there where he can actually take
the expressway or whatever it is. It's much better lah.

I got mad after knowing that the archery place was just a normal
third level of the cc where they place 6 boards with a very thick
styrofoam and pin 6's target paper on each board.

The place is horrible okay.

BUT!, it's fun when we can start shooting and stuff.
There's a competition. Well, my team didn't win so to hell with it.
Everything ended around 1 plus and reached school at 2.15pm.

Waited for adilla and nathasha outside school and later left to
causeway point. All of us were starving cause we didn't get to
eat the whole day. I ate alot, really. ALOT. okay.

Got back home and relax.

Called ruby later and we chatted lah.

And as for today,
I went to school with ruby and fee.
Hair extension (or extention?); fee did.
In red, and somehow i see that she "show off" a lil bit, i guess.
Thinking it's cool. Even a chinese teacher went up to her
ans said he likes it.
& she's dying her hair later on saturday, so why bother doing that?.

Anyways, school was totally fun today.
Played "Stress" with my friends and it's very very fun!
After recess had this computer programme and we get to use
Adobe Fireworks and it's HELLGOOD. Able to create skin..
Went back to class and watched Yours mine and ours.. shiok!

The rest of the day was screaming, shouting and go crazy time.
Everybody just make noise. haha. it's fun.

After school, yeapyeap i went home straight.

Watched friends and Love is Cinta later.
This is the second time i'm watching. LOLS.

HARIRAYA;
This Thursday the TKT'S might want to come.
I don't know. But i'm having band practice and might be home
late. hais. x)

OKAY, i'll end this entry with some photos taken during the
SEP programme.

And, how's this entry kakak?.


Listening to coach before our first shot. x)


Look at OUR EYES. well, i don't think i closed mine. i dont know.


yes, RUBY&ALICE ( irah laa)


RUBY AND NATHASHA


lastly; REBECCA AND ALICE ( irah again)

WHY ALICE?
well, naddy named me alice . dont ask me why x)

x))




Career Awarness workshop wasnt that bad afterall. got to know my personality
and stuffs and it's pretty cool. But!, sitting there from 9.15am to 12.15pm is too
much don't you think?.

School ended super early today. 12.15pm.
Was kinda shocked cause we only got to know about this this morning.

School's fun today. x)

Everything ended at 12.15pm and than left and took bus to cwp and
meet Naddy! Walk around and had lunch at Banquet.
I had the Tom Yam Fried Fish Soup , superb delicious while Naddy
had Fishball noodle soup. And we're so loving, we shared the Soursop dessert
x) Thanks naady fer sharing lerhs.

Of course there's talking about itik & buncit of hers.
Laughters here and there.

After that, we shop fer things! well, we got ourselves,
-Pashminas ; red colour.
-I got ear rings and giving naddy cause i dont like it. lol.
-a bag.

and yeah, FOODS. X)

Decided to have Munchy donuts.
So we bought the 6 pieces & bought cheap drink at $1 shop. x)
Then head to the park outside civic and have our donuts and stuffs,
and there's this irritating pakcik who kept looking at us laughing while eating
and all. When i look at him, he look away; "bodoh!"

Well, we shifted and yeah, it's more windy at this new place.
After im done with my donuts, headed to the booth at civic and we tried
like almost all the superb nice shades. Naddy needs ime to think whether
to buy or not , so we went to toilet than she got her shades!. lols.

then kan, we went back cwp cause i wanna get stuffs.
Met my Timezone boys there and yeah, mingle than went home.
lols.

heeeeees,
APIN WAS HERE AT MY PLACE LA OI.
then he already going home went i reached.
Got back home around 5.30pm. x)

fun lols naddy?.

OK,

tmr is SEP and hell i hope it's gonna be fun laaah.

ok,

PLanning to cut my hair. heeeeees.



ok bye.

Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya yang kini hadir diantara kita Namun ku juga tak kan bisa menepis bayangmu Yang slama ini temani hidupku

Maafkan aku Menduakan cintamu Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya Dan demi waktu yang bergulir di sampingmu Maafkan lah diriku Sepenuh hatimu

Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih...

Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya Mungkin semua tak kan seperti ini Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada di hatiku Membawa aku dalam kehancuran (chorus) x2 Maafkan aku..woo..hoo
-Demi waktu; UNGU.

Yeapsyeaps, those lyrics sure means alot to me.
well boy, read it and understand it. x)

AH,

This morning suck big time i tell you all laa ok.
I totally don't know whether there's madrasah then i already
msg me friends and nvr had any replies. so i continue sleeping.

Mom and dad were rapping all the way.
And dad got really mad so he took a bucket of water
and "splash" all over me. TWICE.
well, for once i thought its cool cause it's very refreshing and
i thought i would not need to shower after that. LOLS.
But to think back, I'm quite upset on what dad have done.

*i dont think he have done that to other siblings; ONLY ME*; so what do you see here?

SO, was an hour late for madrasah today but it was all fun and fun though
exams is like, in 2 weeks time. Came in study a little bit when Uztad called my
name and gave me a green packet. Well, he made my day. LOLS.
Msged itik all the way. lols.

Got home and prepare for school.
Got the shoes oh so white and the uniform in the washing machine.
mannn, im soo ready fer school tmr. -.-

OK NOW;
a family is hari raya-ing at my place.
Then later my sister's friends.
When's my turn?. URGH.

NADDY LOVES BUNCIT.
Happiest woman in the whole wide world, i guess?. lols.
NADDY ROCK MY PANTAT LAA OI.

My handphone is all quiet today except this morning while msging arif.
ALL QUIET. Hmmms.

WHY IS SEC2 SEP AIN'T SAME DATE WITH SEC3'S?.
the conversation.

Irah: blah3, so SEP, you took?
Itik : oh, i took archery! haha. you?
Irah: alamak! same laaa! but what the hell is archery; i dont know fyi..
Itik : archery is actually boring, juz kiddin! well, its fun if you know how to
play.. So archery?, see you there. x)
Irah: *woooh* alamak, not same date laa awak. when's yours?
Itik : for sec3's is on wednesday.. yours?
Irah: see? different laaa. sec2 tuesday. haha, wont see you there. lols.
and the rest i won't tell you all laaaaaaaaaaaa. x)

IM bored.
And i just realised that im already a "kakak" thingy,
few months later im already sec3, 15 year old. goodness.

that reminds me of the class i might be in.

alright.

change topic la oi.

ok,

Im deleting pictures in my friendster profile. lols.
70 is too many laa kans?. yeaphs. x)

ok la bye.

Its Saturday people!.

ok wth is wrong with me?.

Well yesterday night was on the phone with dear dear ruby and
hang up cause Jor2 called her. So yeah, camwhore a little in my room
and wrote KILLJENNY on a paper and it's pretty cool . x)
While doing all that, was busy msging Arif! and it's fun la.

Called Naddy dearie and she called me back later after she got back from
her jln raye thingy. heeees. Chatted with her, she's very cute too la oi!
Then abg kacau daun then got to hang up. Later, got a msg from someone
and yeah, a problem la. Called ruby and chatted till 2am. Was sleepy so i ended
the conversation.

Is this month a month full of fights? Is it meant to be this way?
oh god, why should i care?

I have alot of raye groups to go out with but mom just don't allow.
what? Im not going out with blood or arif or whoever tht she tot
im with. LAME. ok.

everyone is like " eh irah, plan la when wanna go out fer hari raya!"
Then i can't do anything! haiss.

Yesterday, Qraisha just came to me and said next Saturday go out
either with MD or the band members. I guess band members.
I gave mom good results; IM PROMOTED TO SEC3 OK.
So don't just say i dont study or i lied that i stayed in school doing
nothing, I STUDIED. ok dah la.

I pity my friend arif&haiqal.
Both of them got sick.
Arif is down with fever and haiqal, no idea.
But he have been telling ruby that he's killing himself.
whuddup dude?.

friends oh friends...

What do you think of a guy when he cries while watching Love is Cinta?.
I mean, girls somehow will cry over small things but a 15 yearold darling,
cried? How adorable!! x)

dude; "wanting you to be with me. Hoping you wont leave me"
bwahahahhaha. wth?.

so! Fazlina got a new hairdo and it's superb cute i tell you.
Talking about that, I've long wish to cut my hair but there's couple
of things just stop me from that. urgh. From humiliation that i might
face if ever my haircut goes sooo wrong! to not getting use to it and lastly,
I'm just lazy to get my ass to the salon.

heeeeeeeeeees.

bored.

are
you? lols.

Hols are around the corner, which also means that band practice will be like
alot. Due to the competition held in Genting later in December. STRESS i tell you.

I think im sick. hoho.

bye fer now.
Kinda a long post you see.

Hello like again.

I went off earlier on simply because my friends were on their
way to my place fer hari raya. well, they are the blood bros &
naddy, fee, khalijah, fee's lil cousin and Fazlina. hahhas.
Loads of fun, full of laughters lah. Nice, well, didnt gave the coins
in green packets like i did last year *awful*. hahaa. x)

so, TKT weren't here but acecott and people came!
well, better picture cause im much much more closer to this
poeple rather than those in the other group. haha.

I'm super bored for now i tell you.
and fer now, Youtube is my bestfriend.
There's like alot of good and useful videos in there.
From vocal coaching and movies and comedy, oh man! nice.

haha, I realised that today isn't Friday.
Thinking tmr is Saturday, i can turn in super late.
But nah, it's Thursday, boo!
OH, tmr got band practice aye.. Must go! x)

well, I guess sometimes while blogging, i ought to think of
others. I mean like, their feelings and stuff. though it's my blog my say,
but, sometimes people get a bad name from my blog or others.
well, just wanna apologies if i've humiliated you or made you angry
or whatsoever ok nasri? hahaha.

Naddy was super pretty today! yeah, kyle was goodlooking and I love
Aizat's costume. hahaha. Like Haziq mentioned, it's somehow easy to
raped him in those clothes. okay. -.-

As for my class hari raya outing, its planned half way.
we got the people and we got the house arranged well.
But there's a lilbit of problem about the date.
Ans whatever it is, whatever problem faced, just so you know,
I wasnt the one who planned anything. It just look as if i was the
one but i wasnt. errr? irah, wth? ahha.

ok im done here. ok? bye.

Hello people.

I guess I SHOULD post now.

Life's is really really getting pretty weird and stuff.
And couple of people is being very very very nice to me.
But SOME, just shoot all facts out and just somehow didnt
consider my feelings. Yes, those facts hurts, like alot.

*he hates you. he hates you for breaking his heart.
He hates you, he lost trust in you because you didnt continue
waiting fer him and instead really went on.

well,IM SORRY. well arif, some friends of yours sould have already
explain to you about this. and all you gotta do is BELIEVE cause those
words ain't lies. really. i swear. Reefyrah is still in the process, im sure.

gosh. whatever.

Results, not bad fer me lah.
I mean, i failed 3 subjects including Hist that i took first half
of the year. well, to me, it wasnt that bad as i thought.
And today is promotion day, so let us all pray hard oh yeah?. x)

well oh well.
Hari raya wasnt that bad.
I mean, the collection part WAS BAD, but nahh..
Mom don't allow me out to raya. BOO!
Anyways, now my friends are coming over.
haha. TKT'S i guess. cause Hamzah msg that he wanna come over.
well, after what you guys called us;ANJING ACECOTT,
you guys still got the guts to come over? GAH.
well, just come la, hari raya per.
coolios.

and no, i dont think arif is gonna be there, dont worry to who ever that
might want to ask laa kn. *hints hints*

oh btw,
Fee? already attached to Shafiq from don't know where?
I mean, yeah she's too mesra. haha. nathasha?. ahahha.
oh fee, Take good care of yourself and don't get in trouble.
and, welcome back to Singapore; minah kampong! bwahahha.

ruby oh bie, take care ok?
heeeeeeeees, ily la rabiatul adawiyah! goodies. x)

ok, let's get back to the posting. hoho.

so, I was sick yesterday after the rain.
It was cold and i caught a flu and it was bad.
Didnt watched Englands soccer match due to
this irritating sickness. well, went to sleep after
on fone with dearie ruby. x)

oh yahhh,
the DEPARAYA concert was horrible. really.
The concert items sucks except for the dance cause i
enjoyed it real much. the dikir barat boys but not Muhaimin
and he's singing.the rest was oh so lame!
Made friends with one of the 3n2 chinese boy who slept
throughout the concert and woke up and turn to me and said;
" eh, you know not i slept throughout the concert?"
and i was like, "eh? ohhh okok . haha"


ok, the laptop is getting hot now.
the base of it is burning my tummy. lols.

and fyi, I AM STILL SAD.
GAGAGA.

OHK, i bitched at; 1.40pm;18 oct.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS.
PS: collection; NOT ENOUGH. x)

First day:
Yes, my family wore RED and it's the colour i hate.
But nehmind, it's kinda nice though.
Did the usuals and back home late at night.
Was beat and straight to lala land. x)

Second day:
Mom got really mad cause my sister , brother and I
had trouble waking up. I woke up first then the other two.
whatever.

OK.
I WAS LIKE THIS CLOSE TO MEET GF ATYQA.
I was in Pasir ris that night and went to one of this uncle's house.
Then we left, passing by SIGLAP SEC. "hmmms, atyqa lives around here.
yeahhh, i was just like behind her block.. dammit.
ahaha.

MY PROBLEMS:
Gah, feel down lately. VERY DOWN.
I don't know what to do.
YOU know I know, so don't bother to ask ok?
i had enough.

TO TKT'S:
don't call "us" ANJING ACECOTT just because some of us
have bfs from acecott. Im not defending acecott but, why anjing acecott?
TKT takder anjing nak support krg per?
Kesian..

Haiss.
It seems that i got alot to blog but when i'm blogging,
my head is blank. totally.

well.
It's gonna be 6 months waiting. NOTHING HAS HAPPEN.
DAMMIT. Arif, every single thing i said to Faiz, was true.
I wasnt lying at all. sumpah.

upon hearing someone likes him and "maybe" he likes that girl,
i broke down and cried my ass off.

SHAME ON YOU.

I'm bored and I'm tired quarelling when the matter is small,
I guess. MISUNDERSTANDINGS.

Yes, partly i'm wrong.
I didn't wanna meet up with you and settle things with you
is because I need time to think. You made me think twice in everything
I do. If break up is the choice you choose, ok then, fine.
But you will later realise and be wondering, breaking up doesnt solve
ANYTHING. I just need time, ok time.

And nass,
-whom i trust and so on, definitely has changed.
OH YA, bros comes ferst laa kan. Takper, aku faham.

Bace la krg. yes, BLOOD OH BLOOD have been deleted by ME.
My blog My say. i have reasons in everything i do, NOTE THAT.

whatever.

EXAMS.
another bullshit.
Papers was managable to hard to I WANT TO QUIT.
and now, results results results. GAHHH! i ain't prepared.

HARI RAYA.
i just want everything to end and head to Genting and concentrate
on my competition. ONLY THAT.

ok, let's backtrack.

ON sunday was super best.
But I had a class in the morning which was okay.
Then got home, did some picture editing and off to library.
Met Luthfi and gang there. Do some maths revision and head
to causeway. Walk around to chillax and the guys wanted to
go to timezone. was super best.
YES I KNOW, I need to get a driving licence.
I had a car racing game with Asy and it was a awful game.
Screamed, shouted,laughters, and stuffs.
hahahaa.

Buke with Danial and headed home.

OHYA, then kan, like got stalker gitu. BWAHAHHA. whatever.


OK, monday was awesome too.
After paper, went to library and then to carpark
to singsing and laugh and have fun with my dear friends.
There's ALOT OF SADNESS BEHIND THOSE JOY BTW.
Had fun recording IT though, bwahaaha.

NADDY IS MISSING.
no blog, no friendster then what, no MSN?
nonononono. gagaga.

FUCK, i just need to talk to someone.
FAIZ?
NADDY?
RUBY?
who?
All i know, i can't talk to nass no more. GAH, bullshit.

YEAH YOU, DELETE EVERYTHING. go! no one's stopping ya.

I'll shall make this blog a private one someday.
HMMMS, i just can't stand some people whom you know,
really really really track down what i post about myself.
Stalker? omg, dont! stop it!

IRRITATING. GAH.
OK, SELAMAT BER-SAHUR PEOPLE.
OK, IRAH IS DEAD.
SHE GOT CLASS TO ATTEND AT 8AM AND SHE IS
STILL AWAKE NOW.

GOODBYE NIGHTMARES.
(2.30AM)

Oh hello you bitch.

***********************
I miss blogging loads. okay.

Exams? GRRR, must I blog about it?
Geo was the worst paper. Should have studied those I though
would not have come out in the paper.
There my friends saying " the paper is easy seh"
and me down there regretting and being all sad. GAH. i hate this.

Yes, for sure i'm gonna fail geography & maths.
Maths paper is on monday and hello, tutor? where are you? help me?

ok new topic and listen good, you.

BLOG SURE IS PLACE TO COMPLAIN.
EVERYBODY DOES THAT, EVEN YOU. OKAY?
GRR, WHATEVER.
************************

hello, im lame. Do you know me?
GAH, im bored.

Hari Raya is around the corner!.
Mates and I havent planned our date, time, meeting place yet.
And I don't think I'm going. I'm just not looking forward to
anything for now. really.

Life's pretty bad lately.
Up's and down's with blood and i don't see the reason to be.
i don' know, im confused.
Is it me or it's just him? or nobody? shits.

Anyways,
I can't imagine and i dont know why i wrote a malay composition
about my current "complicated love" story fer my EOY exams.
I don't know if i crapped. hell!.

LET'S STOP POSTING THIS POST CAUSE I GOT NOTHING
TO SAY. FUCK.






oh ya, MY TAGGERS ARE GONE.

IM ALONE. IM BORED. IM A SHIT.
IM AN IDIOT WHO CAN'T THINK.
IRAH IS STUPID. bye

Current mood: sick sick & sickCORE.

Literature paper sure sucks. It's like i never come across such questions.
DAMN. im bored. someone, entertain me laaa seh. boom.

Slept pretty late yesterday night and i have troubles to sleep.
With the flu and the tissues and me breathless, really killing me.
Mom and sis went to geylang with aunts yesterday night.
Left me at home alone after bro left. Used the laptop&phone.
Called Ruby and shared problems. ok, thanks dearie. BWAHAH UHUK2.

Went to school with fifi and blood la. Didn't talk to blood due to some
fucking reason. whatever. oh, i walk down the stairs, he's there smoking.
-.- no time fer this. bwahahha.

HAIQAL, why must you be soo sensitive? why why why?
Don't put Nabila into the story okays? Part of it im wrong and I'm sorry.
but you, see what's the problem and solve it cause i'm not.
yeahhh, I NEED HELP. really.

So NADDY! omg omg omg omg. bwahaha, I miss her lots la.

& yes, saw arif. The crush fer 5 months. x)

ok whatever.

After paper, met my malay teacher to take some notes fer tomorrow's paper.
And walk out of school. Natasha & Ruby lead the way to not sure.
They're aimless at that point of time. So, finally reached destination,
CIVIC LIBRARY. wth? Just been there last Saturday and yesterday, BAH!

Something happened in the library. The fire alarm was activated and level 4 was
shut with shutters. Really, it's kinda scary. My friends and I were talking about it
non stop. bwahaha.

GAH, fee's asleep la.

I'm back fasting already.
Few more days and it's Hari Raya already,
fuu, collection laa siak. bawahahha.
x)))))))))

money money money.

i've created a sin. i guess. BOO,

hello.

Sorry fer the super lack of updates. urgh.

ok, let's see what's soo wrong now. ok here it goes.

TO FAZLINA:
I'm dreadfully sorry. I don't know what's happening.
I hope i wasn't at fault. I don't know anything about Haiqal,
serious talking. Please drop heavy stones to wake me up.
I'm really sorry for disturbing you're life or something.

seriously, i don't know what's going on here but all I know that
I wasn't really thinking in the first place. I totally understand
how you really feel cause you and him have been together for
a year plus and i feel i've created the biggest sin. really.
I've never been a serious relationship that long and I respect
you fer that.

After reading you're blog & Jummy's, I'm kinda scared no wait,
I mean I'm seriously takot. I need guidance on this.
im sorry, i'm really sorry.


Life is pretty hectic now.
D&T ended long ago and yet, i ain't happy. blah3.
EXAMS SUCK BIG TIME I TELL YOU.

Gahh, I can't think.
Flu's,
cough's,
headaches,
breathless.
helphelphelphelphelp. urgghhh!.